Friday, May 14, 2010

Hey remember that time when i ate boxes of tangerines?

Its funny how quickly life can change. One minute you're 18 and the whole world is at your fingertips, and the next thing you know, everything that was comfortable to you is gone...people change, people grow up, people grow apart. Its all a part of growing up. I'm fine with it all it just takes time to adjust. And then once you've adjusted, everything changes again...its a continuous cycle.
This blog isnt intended to catch everyone's attention its just an outlet for me. An outlet to get my feelings across on some broad subjects, and some unpretentious subjects. I'm trying to get back to the basics of me...of who i am...Ive seemed to have lost myself in being there constantly for others. Its frustrating when others seem to know you better than you know yourself. I've began doing the things that brought me joy and definition to my life, things in which i have given up in sacrifice for, what i believe to inevitably be accepted by my peers.
I've always been quirky, and a bit dramatic at times lol. But I'm on the path of getting my "spunk" back, as one of clients described it. He is actually the one that initiated this blog. I used to write creatively ALL THE TIME...I used to paint, I used to be into photography, anything that i could have a creative outlet...I lost that for a bit, but I'm working on it again...it feels good to be honest with myself and anyone else who reads this.
This past year has truly put a test on my faith and my character. What did I learn from this? I actually learned that I AM an independent person and a confident one at that. Especially when it comes to my beliefs. I have a fighting streak in me, in the sense that ill fight till the end if its for something i believe in. I guess that would make me a passionate person? I like that :) Ok im done for now. But my goal is to stay up to date with these posts...maybe entertaining some people at the same time :)

Sealed with a Kiss,
X



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